Sunday, October 5, 2014

October 5, 2014

Final blog Post:

I feel I was incredibly successful. I loved being able to write about my frustrations, my past, my future, heck! even my present. I may have had a couple days where I wrote a day late, but that happens when you have a million other things going on because of all your other classes. Im not so sure if there has been a change in my writing technique just because, I am really good at English if  I try. Actually, English has always been one of my favorite subjects. I have always succeded greatly in English. For a long time I thought about being an English teacher. But then, I got really into the medical field and knew I wanted to help make people better.
At first I hated having to write a new post everyday. Then as the past few weeks went by I started likeing it more and more. I could talk about anything I wanted. If I was mad at someone, I could post about it. If I had one of those moments I just needed to really pour my heart out I could. It was my choice. I love being able to write about whatever I want to write about. It makes me feel better. For instance, After my friend and my great grandma both passed away I started keeping a journal. Just so if I got sad or really mad or anything I could write about it. and keep it to myself.
My biggest challenge I think would be having to keep up with it. and probably the lengths of my posts. Alot of them were pretty short because I would only have a few things to say. It kinda reminded me of a Journal. I have some days that I want to write a really long entry, and some I want to write a really short one. It just depends what is on my mind.
Honestly, I am very greatful we got to do this. I loved it in the long run. It was a great experience.

October 4, 2014

Day 25:

I guess when I was in highschool I never thought to do more than what I needed. Except when it came to choir. I always went above and beyond in choir. I loved choir. I loved the people. and singing everyday. Even when I had to strain myself to sing because I was sick. I never not sang. 
I quit choir after my sophomore year cause I didn't want to have a full senior year. I wanted to graduate at semester. Which I did. It was one of the hardest things in the world. 
I met my best friend in choir my freshman year, He passed away my sophomore year. but I never forget all the goofy stuff he did in choir. 
I went to the Ozark volleyball tournement at nixa yesterday. It was the first time back in the highschool since I graduated. And I was wearing an Ozark sweatshirt...let me tell you it was weird. I then went to the Vahalla band competition to again support Ozark. all that was for my neighbor. She is a freshman at Ozark this year. and she wanted me to see her play and perform at least once this season. So i did. And it reminded me of how much I really truely miss highschool. Not the people. just the simplicity. the fun. but especially choir. because I put my heart and soul into it. and I was always smiling. No matter what. 

Friday, October 3, 2014

October 3, 2014

Day 24:

I love fall so much. I live for the football games, and the cool breeze. The way the leaves change color. the way the air smells crisp and fresh. 
Football is my life. all of my guy friends have played or do play football. 
Then there is always pumpkins, the carving them, making pumpkin seeds. 
Wearing jeans and a hoodie. Just relaxing and not dying of heat. Like in  July, or August. It is just too hot to enjoy being outside. I spend summer cooped up in the house unless I am going to the lake, river or pool.

Wednesday, October 1, 2014

October 1, 2014

Day 22: 

In exactly 23 days I will be 18:) 
Not only am I turning 18. I am getting my second tattoo, getting nose pierced and going to a couple clubs with friends. I guess you could say the normal things people do when they are 18. Hah. 
On top of all of that, my best friend, basically my sister will be here from Cali :) I honestly couldn't be more excited and ready to see her and have a BA birthday. 
It was wierd being 17 and starting college. I never thought I would ever even make it to college. And honestly college is kicking my butt. But it is all worth it :)