Final blog Post:
I feel I was incredibly successful. I loved being able to write about my frustrations, my past, my future, heck! even my present. I may have had a couple days where I wrote a day late, but that happens when you have a million other things going on because of all your other classes. Im not so sure if there has been a change in my writing technique just because, I am really good at English if I try. Actually, English has always been one of my favorite subjects. I have always succeded greatly in English. For a long time I thought about being an English teacher. But then, I got really into the medical field and knew I wanted to help make people better.
At first I hated having to write a new post everyday. Then as the past few weeks went by I started likeing it more and more. I could talk about anything I wanted. If I was mad at someone, I could post about it. If I had one of those moments I just needed to really pour my heart out I could. It was my choice. I love being able to write about whatever I want to write about. It makes me feel better. For instance, After my friend and my great grandma both passed away I started keeping a journal. Just so if I got sad or really mad or anything I could write about it. and keep it to myself.
My biggest challenge I think would be having to keep up with it. and probably the lengths of my posts. Alot of them were pretty short because I would only have a few things to say. It kinda reminded me of a Journal. I have some days that I want to write a really long entry, and some I want to write a really short one. It just depends what is on my mind.
Honestly, I am very greatful we got to do this. I loved it in the long run. It was a great experience.
Sunday, October 5, 2014
October 4, 2014
Day 25:
I guess when I was in highschool I never thought to do more than what I needed. Except when it came to choir. I always went above and beyond in choir. I loved choir. I loved the people. and singing everyday. Even when I had to strain myself to sing because I was sick. I never not sang.
I quit choir after my sophomore year cause I didn't want to have a full senior year. I wanted to graduate at semester. Which I did. It was one of the hardest things in the world.
I met my best friend in choir my freshman year, He passed away my sophomore year. but I never forget all the goofy stuff he did in choir.
I went to the Ozark volleyball tournement at nixa yesterday. It was the first time back in the highschool since I graduated. And I was wearing an Ozark sweatshirt...let me tell you it was weird. I then went to the Vahalla band competition to again support Ozark. all that was for my neighbor. She is a freshman at Ozark this year. and she wanted me to see her play and perform at least once this season. So i did. And it reminded me of how much I really truely miss highschool. Not the people. just the simplicity. the fun. but especially choir. because I put my heart and soul into it. and I was always smiling. No matter what.
I guess when I was in highschool I never thought to do more than what I needed. Except when it came to choir. I always went above and beyond in choir. I loved choir. I loved the people. and singing everyday. Even when I had to strain myself to sing because I was sick. I never not sang.
I quit choir after my sophomore year cause I didn't want to have a full senior year. I wanted to graduate at semester. Which I did. It was one of the hardest things in the world.
I met my best friend in choir my freshman year, He passed away my sophomore year. but I never forget all the goofy stuff he did in choir.
I went to the Ozark volleyball tournement at nixa yesterday. It was the first time back in the highschool since I graduated. And I was wearing an Ozark sweatshirt...let me tell you it was weird. I then went to the Vahalla band competition to again support Ozark. all that was for my neighbor. She is a freshman at Ozark this year. and she wanted me to see her play and perform at least once this season. So i did. And it reminded me of how much I really truely miss highschool. Not the people. just the simplicity. the fun. but especially choir. because I put my heart and soul into it. and I was always smiling. No matter what.
Friday, October 3, 2014
October 3, 2014
Day 24:
I love fall so much. I live for the football games, and the cool breeze. The way the leaves change color. the way the air smells crisp and fresh.
Football is my life. all of my guy friends have played or do play football.
Then there is always pumpkins, the carving them, making pumpkin seeds.
Wearing jeans and a hoodie. Just relaxing and not dying of heat. Like in July, or August. It is just too hot to enjoy being outside. I spend summer cooped up in the house unless I am going to the lake, river or pool.
I love fall so much. I live for the football games, and the cool breeze. The way the leaves change color. the way the air smells crisp and fresh.
Football is my life. all of my guy friends have played or do play football.
Then there is always pumpkins, the carving them, making pumpkin seeds.
Wearing jeans and a hoodie. Just relaxing and not dying of heat. Like in July, or August. It is just too hot to enjoy being outside. I spend summer cooped up in the house unless I am going to the lake, river or pool.
Wednesday, October 1, 2014
October 1, 2014
Day 22:
In exactly 23 days I will be 18:)
Not only am I turning 18. I am getting my second tattoo, getting nose pierced and going to a couple clubs with friends. I guess you could say the normal things people do when they are 18. Hah.
On top of all of that, my best friend, basically my sister will be here from Cali :) I honestly couldn't be more excited and ready to see her and have a BA birthday.
It was wierd being 17 and starting college. I never thought I would ever even make it to college. And honestly college is kicking my butt. But it is all worth it :)
In exactly 23 days I will be 18:)
Not only am I turning 18. I am getting my second tattoo, getting nose pierced and going to a couple clubs with friends. I guess you could say the normal things people do when they are 18. Hah.
On top of all of that, my best friend, basically my sister will be here from Cali :) I honestly couldn't be more excited and ready to see her and have a BA birthday.
It was wierd being 17 and starting college. I never thought I would ever even make it to college. And honestly college is kicking my butt. But it is all worth it :)
Tuesday, September 30, 2014
September 30, 2014
Day 21:
Today is literally the best day of my life! I got a letter from my best friend who is at basic in Fort Jackson, South Carolina. He told me all the stuff they do. and He just started the blue phase of his training! he has until February i think. Maybe a little longer. But anyway, He comes back in December for christmas. I can't wait to see him. I miss him so much! He says they usually start about 4:30. which is 5:30 our time.
He says he has changed alot. but for good. and that He can go without being here, and not having his phone, but not having his music is completely killing him. He says he thinks music is the one thing that keep them all sane.
Ahhhhhh! I just honestly can't wait for him to be back. I have to write him back, but golly. Christmas just can't come soon enough!
Today is literally the best day of my life! I got a letter from my best friend who is at basic in Fort Jackson, South Carolina. He told me all the stuff they do. and He just started the blue phase of his training! he has until February i think. Maybe a little longer. But anyway, He comes back in December for christmas. I can't wait to see him. I miss him so much! He says they usually start about 4:30. which is 5:30 our time.
He says he has changed alot. but for good. and that He can go without being here, and not having his phone, but not having his music is completely killing him. He says he thinks music is the one thing that keep them all sane.
Ahhhhhh! I just honestly can't wait for him to be back. I have to write him back, but golly. Christmas just can't come soon enough!
Monday, September 29, 2014
September 29, 2014
Day 20:
I wish I had more drive.....My grades in a coulple classes are not as good as they could be. I do all my work. and Try my hardest but it doesn't mean that Im not smart!
I want to do so much better in my life. I want to be a radiologist. And help people as well as make a better life for myself. I honestly didn't think college was going to be this difficult. But I was wrong.
I wish I had more drive.....My grades in a coulple classes are not as good as they could be. I do all my work. and Try my hardest but it doesn't mean that Im not smart!
I want to do so much better in my life. I want to be a radiologist. And help people as well as make a better life for myself. I honestly didn't think college was going to be this difficult. But I was wrong.
Sunday, September 28, 2014
September 28, 2014
Day 19:
I may not always see eye to eye with my family. but I do love them.
For instance, when I went home this past february my grandma (my dad's real mom) wanted me to stay a couple days with her. I said "ok" and went to stay at her apartment a few days after I had gotten to CT.
Well she decieded she was going to go shopping for clothes for me. Which yes, was very sweet. But my grandma hasn't been able to buy me clothes since I was like 5. I am a very picky kid when it comes to my clothes. Hell, my mom can't even shop for me. So she just gives me money and says "go buy some clothes".
But anyway, my grandma got ridiculously mad all because I wasnt very happy with what she got. For one almost everything she got me except a few shirts were too small or not the right style, and the jeans she got me were skinny jeans and the wrong size. I don't wear skinny jeans, only boot cut, and leggings of course.
I was very appreciative. But I told her "we have to return alot of this cause it just isnt me."
I do love my grandma unconditionally but she gets on my nerves all the time. My dad says we are too much alike. But i personally don't see it.
In all reality though, you can't choose your family, you don't even have to like them. You just have to be pleasant to them.
I may not always see eye to eye with my family. but I do love them.
For instance, when I went home this past february my grandma (my dad's real mom) wanted me to stay a couple days with her. I said "ok" and went to stay at her apartment a few days after I had gotten to CT.
Well she decieded she was going to go shopping for clothes for me. Which yes, was very sweet. But my grandma hasn't been able to buy me clothes since I was like 5. I am a very picky kid when it comes to my clothes. Hell, my mom can't even shop for me. So she just gives me money and says "go buy some clothes".
But anyway, my grandma got ridiculously mad all because I wasnt very happy with what she got. For one almost everything she got me except a few shirts were too small or not the right style, and the jeans she got me were skinny jeans and the wrong size. I don't wear skinny jeans, only boot cut, and leggings of course.
I was very appreciative. But I told her "we have to return alot of this cause it just isnt me."
I do love my grandma unconditionally but she gets on my nerves all the time. My dad says we are too much alike. But i personally don't see it.
In all reality though, you can't choose your family, you don't even have to like them. You just have to be pleasant to them.
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